When its all Said and done!

John 19:30
When Jesus therefore had received the vinegar, he said, It is finished: and he bowed his head, and gave up the ghost.

Done
Having been carried out or accomplished; finished

When its all said and done! When its over! I remember looking up at the sky saying God but you said! This is not what you said. And from what it looked like as i stood in pain. God whats going on. NUMBNESS!All i could do is smile and tell myself you have come to far. JAsmine you have come to far! As i sat in a hotel lobby because my hotel room had bed bugs in it(eww). (Long story) I read my bible God I am going through so much but Im going to trust you because I dont even know what else to do right now! God this situation is in your hands i give it to you! I could not control my issue I could not fix it. I could not make it work. Yet knew that I had to trust Gods plan and let go! I guess thats all God wanted me to do in the start was to let go because it was never my issue to control. God was going to work this out for me. He was going to get the victory. His plan that he had was finished! Now all I had to do was trust him with the resurrection or my situation!

When its all said an done you let my situation die!

John 11:1-5
1 Now a certain man was sick, named Lazarus, of Bethany, the town of Mary and her sister Martha.2 (It was that Mary which anointed the Lord with ointment, and wiped his feet with her hair, whose brother Lazarus was sick.)3 Therefore his sisters sent unto him, saying, Lord, behold, he whom thou lovest is sick.4 When Jesus heard that, he said, This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God might be glorified thereby.5 Now Jesus loved Martha, and her sister, and Lazarus.6 When he had heard therefore that he was sick, he abode two days still in the same place where he was.

I will never understand why Jesus waited!! Why I had to look up at the sky that night and say God but you said but you told me. I understand LAzarus gets raised back up. Yet the pain of watching your situation die infront of you is so painful. God really? Is it that serious? I know your a BIG GOD! But this is painful. Seriously like seriously. I too like mary and martha waited on Jesus. You can come anyday now you can fix this before my situation completely dies. Yet he never came he never showed up. WHERE WERE YOU GOD?

John 11:21 Then said Martha unto Jesus, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.

Martha oh MArtha I understand you heart ache!!I spent Christmas in tears and every night since last year crying in my bed out to God. Where were you? You never came to change my situation you just let it die. Well its all said and done you never fixed my situation you never did what you said you would do im still waiting for the THIRD DAY. FOR YOU TO RESURRECT MY SITUATION!

A RESURRECTION WITHIN THAT PRESENT MOMENT! 

resurrect

restore the dead to life.

Luke 7:11-17

11 And it came to pass the day after, that he went into a city called Nain; and many of his disciples went with him, and much people.12 Now when he came nigh to the gate of the city, behold, there was a dead man carried out, the only son of his mother, and she was a widow: and much people of the city was with her.13 And when the Lord saw her, he had compassion on her, and said unto her, Weep not.14 And he came and touched the bier: and they that bare him stood still. And he said, Young man, I say unto thee, Arise.15 And he that was dead sat up, and began to speak. And he delivered him to his mother.16 And there came a fear on all: and they glorified God, saying, That a great prophet is risen up among us; and, That God hath visited his people.17 And this rumour of him went forth throughout all Judaea, and throughout all the region round about.

If you ask me what I want for Christmas money can't buy it! Theres not enough money in the world. What I want is God to resurrect my situation! This prolonged wait this drawn out heartache!! how much more do you want me to bare? This woman carried her only son away dead! As JEsus passed by and crazy when Jesus see's you and your situation and decides to have compassion on you. That woman didn't have to wait another day another minute another hour without her son. Because Jesus stopped her right where she was and told her to weep not. DONT CRY! Her situation changed the situation THAT DAY! THAT VERY HOUR!This was a present from God! God gave her, her son back in that moment! God resurrected her situation!

Why God doesnt always show up when you want him to!

John 11:43-45 And when he thus had spoken, he cried with a loud voice, Lazarus, come forth.

44 And he that was dead came forth, bound hand and foot with graveclothes: and his face was bound about with a napkin. Jesus saith unto them, Loose him, and let him go.

45 Then many of the Jews which came to Mary, and had seen the things which Jesus did, believed on him.

God doesnt always show up when you want him to because somethings are used to help someone else! Someone else who may go through the same and you will be able to use your story to help someone else. I went through this but God brought me out! Its been a hard year for me and im excited about what is to come! I couldnt have done it without God! I owe him all the honor! All the Praise. He is worthy! I know when my situation does change its going to be better then ever! All because when God resurrects something it comes back loosed, healed, delivered, free! And more people start to believe on him for what he did in your life. STAY ENCOURAGED! LAZARUS DIDNT STAY DEAD!