Sacrifices

I sacrificed everything for someone who didnt love me

Genesis 29:31

31 When the Lord saw that Leah was not loved, he enabled her to conceive, but Rachel remained childless.

In my last relationship I walked around for a long time believing we had a future and we didnt. He was off building a future with someone else and I was busy trying to fix everything for our future. I made excuses cuz he stopped calling. Started being mean. I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. You know what it feels like working three jobs saving up 20,000 dollars trying to heal your life for someone so you can love them marry them and have kids and they are lying to you and building a future wth someone else. ITs devastating. I changed my life to be loved. I gave up everything. I sacrificed everything for nothing. I didnt date anyone for a long time. I felt empty inside. I didnt even want to look at guys after that. Sad thing is i just wanted him to love me. but he wasnt ever going to do that. I fought for him to love me for 2 years after that day and he never took me back.I always wondered why i wasnt good enough. Im so afraid to make that same sacrifice again with dayo because i dont want to fee that pain again. it was the worst pain ive been through in a long time. The rejection. I did everything thing i could and still you cant make anyone love you or want to stay. They are free to walk away at any point they want no matter how much you sacrifice

Sacrificing your life for nothing hurts

John 3:16

16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

Who want to make A sacrifice if no one cares about how much pain you endure only to not be appreciated. Really i moved my whole life saved up 20,000 dollars gave up everything for someone who didnt love me. Honestly if it happened again i wouldnt want to continue to live this life because who wants to give up everything over and over again for people who dont care. who dont appriciate what you do. you wont love you it hurts so bad. giving up your life for nothing. Giving up your life and people just carry on with theres life the sacrifices you made for them wasnt a big deal for you but it damaged my life. it hurt me all for you. and they could care less

I appreciate his sacrifice

sac·ri·fice

: the act of giving up something that you want to keep especially in order to get or do something else

John 3:16For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Sacrificing things can be hard. My fiance is making some big sacrifice's. He is moving from Boston to Florida to live down here with me. He's giving up his life in mass to be with me. That's a big sacrifice. I appreciate him because he doesn't have to make it but he is. And I'm grateful. I won't let his sacrifice be in vain. Its more than worth it. We are going to have a good life together.

Id give it all up for him

Hosea 3:3Then I told her, “You are to live with me many days; you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man, and I will behave the same way toward you.”

Honestly it doesnt matter how much i give up. If he doesnt want to sacrifice for me then it doesnt matter. I use to be a bad girlfriend but Ive made the choices to live better to offer him so much. Ive taken him for granted before in the past but thats not what i want to do i want to love him. Offer him my all but i need the same. I need him to love and care for me.  if he doesnt want to be here there is nothing i can do. If he doesnt want to sacrifice there is nothing  i can do...