This year Has been horrible but i still love God
Job1:9 Satan replied, “Would Job worship you if he got nothing out of it? 10 You have always protected him and his family and everything he owns. You bless everything he does, and you have given him enough cattle to fill the whole country. 11 But now suppose you take away everything he has—he will curse you to your face!”
The year started off so bad. My wedding was canceled. I had to move into a condo in which I could not afford on my own because at the time my husband was my boyfriend and we broke up. So i was left to try to do it alone. Then I started dating another guy but then when i did my now husband wanted me back. So the guy i was dating who in a Jealousy tried to take my life which caused me to have to leave florida and my job working for millionaires and everything I had loved about my life. The traveling, the dinners, the nice weather and my best friend Sebastian. I then got married a month after my orginial wedding date but at the court house ..ugh and my wedding day was trash if you want me to be honest. ...on top of that I had to then move back to the state that I hate because when im here it causes me to slip back into depression because It reminds me of my old life and who i am no longer and I dont hang out with anyone so that leaves me to do nothing but sit in the house. Then I couldnt find a good job moving back here my income got dropped down by 50% of what i made in florida. After that I got into a car accident so not only could i not pay my bills because my income dropped now i was out of work because I got hit by an electrical truck that damaged my whole back and left side. I no longer travel yet sit and mope in the bed trying to pretend im happy. Do i still love God yes will i stop serving him no. Has this year been horrible. Yes! If you kept up with my life last year you know my life was amazing but i guess the devil thought i just loved God because everything was right.
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