Getting Use to What You Shouldn't
John 11:39
39 Jesus said, Take ye away the stone. Martha, the sister of him that was dead, saith unto him, Lord, by this time he stinketh: for he hath been dead four days.
I wish you wouldn't leave but you do. I wish I didn't have to fight through boundries that are just crazy just to try to reach you. Its old! It's so old Im getting use to something that I shouldn't have to be use to. It's like hating watching a drug addict do their drugs but it has overcome their life that by now your so use to it what use to hurt you, you just accept because your getting use to something you shouldn't have to be use to. I am use to being left! Its actually become very comfortable because I know its just going to happen thats my life! I can count it like clock work. I can relax and put on my comfortable slippers here. There use to be a day I would fight and beg for someone just not to walk out on me. Now im at the point of say HERE ILL OPEN THE DOOR FOR YOU! Lazarus was dead and MArtha was getting use to the fact that her brother was dead. So much that the stone that lay infront of it well she it was a place of comfort to her that JEsus doesnt roll away the stone infront of it. You get so use to the idea of something its okay you dont have to fix it Jesus its been this way for awhile. LAzarus died four days ago their is no need to cause him to live again. He's already dead. At this point as much as I dislike that another person walked out my life. I couldnt see the point in Jesus trying to fix what has now became my NORMAL. JUST LEAVE!
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