Romans 12:2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.Conform : (of a person) behave according to socially acceptable conventions or standards.
In society many people will take the form of what they think you like or want from them.It all sounds good until you lose yourself and no longer can figure out who you are? Being yourself is the best way to be. So if you dont know who yourself is then find yourself. God knows who you are!!! It takes time to figure out yourself! I had to ask myself what do you like Jas? What don't you like Jas? What are something you want to get rid of out of your life? What are somethings you want to keep? Then when you start to look at yourself in the mirror you start seeing you. And day by day there is this person who you never been able to clearly see because you were so busy conforming instead of being yourself! Now when I look in the Mirror I see myself and i love who I see because i know i'm not lying to myself about who I am! This is me!
Why did I waste all that time
Hebrews 11:31
31 By faith Rahab the prostitute did not perish with those who were disobedient, because she had given a friendly welcome to the spies.
I love who I am now and if I would have known i could be this i probably would have never wasted my life being who I was. Im glad im not her. I hate her, i dont like what she did to me, i dont like who she had me believing i was. I dont like the trauma I had to face after being her. I dont like who i was!!! I wonder all the time why did i waste so much time in my life. I could have been living instead i was i killing myself daily! Waisting time when i could been this new me. In Faith I became this Jasmine a strong woman a faith, who loves herself and loves who is and i will no longer waste my own time being who i am not!!!It Takes Faith To Change
Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
I never knew I could be this way. No one else saw who I could become besides God of course. Yet I had to envision myself as someone different! Though I had people trying to hinder me, discourage me, I still kept pushing to become who I am. Its crazy because when you go to change its often those who know you the most who will discourage you from the changes you are making. They dont believe in you. Yet you have to have faith in yourself believe I can be this!!! I can turn into this I can go from I was this but this is who I am Now! This is me now
2 Corinthians 5:17

17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation.The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.
now
at the present time or moment.
I once had a hard time seeing myself for who i am now. It ruined my relationship I was so stuck in the past. I couldnt see me how they saw me. All I could see was who I was. A person that I was no longer but still saw myself as. Not seeing who i am now. Yet i am no longer who i was who i am now well i think im pretty awesome. Im a writer living in florida on her own working with millionaires i have no kids im loving caring and love to cook. I love traveling and meeting different people i dont think like the rest of the world and i dont want to. I am beautiful and i have respect for myself. Its better now that i see myself for who i am now. Yeah i was that girl but honestly thats not me anymore. Those days have past


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