I Am Rachel!

I Refuse To Be Someone Second

Genesis 24:31 When the Lord saw that Leah was hated, he opened her womb, but Rachel was barren. 32 And Leah conceived and bore a son, and she called his name Reuben,[c] for she said, “Because the Lord has looked upon my affliction; for now my husband will love me.”

I refuse to be someones second. Not the choice of what they really want but the choice. I wont bend over to please you while all the while your running around bending over to please and chase someone else. I need love to be cared for protected and thought of as the one you share your life with instead of the one hurting myself thinking oneday you might love me i am and from now on will be a choice someones number one ace rid or die. Not no second grade use me up. Running around thinking someones gonna care and they are not.

Declaration: I am Rachel

Genesis 29: 8 Jacob loved Rachel. And he said, “I will serve you seven years for your younger daughter Rachel.

dec·la·ra·tion

a formal or explicit statement or announcement.

I am rachal. Sounds weird no my name is jasmine but rachel was loved cared for protected. She was wanted andshe didnt have to fight for the love she wanted someone wanted to give her that love. That care. Worked hard for her. Jumped through hoops and if someones going to have me they will have to do the same. I refuse to be someones second best just because so and so isnt avaliable you need me because what you want isnt an option at the moment. I am Rachel and someone will care for me like jacob loved rachel.

Knowing your worth more

Proverbs 31:10 Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies.

I started my ministry broken. Not feeling worth anything.not feeling cared for special or even loved. But God he molded me shaped me and is still working on me. I still have flaws and error and i dont get everything right. But i know that i am something amazing. I know i have and can do alot of things others cant. I am unique created to be someone amazing. I work hard to mold myself now to be the woman i want to be. A hard working cooking cleaning dedicated loving caring woman. With good intentions for people. I want the same and i want people to see that and treat me that way and i deserve it. You know why because i know thats who i am. Thats who i strive to be and if you dont see that keep it moving because i know im worth more.

She is worth it

Proverbs 31:10
A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies.

worth
equivalent in value to the sum or item specified

Knowing your worth it is one thing. Having someone else know your worth is another. Because when someone knows something is worth something they will treat it good. Ive seen so many youth and their sneaker fetishes and the way they take care of there shoes is crazy. But they see value in the shoe they buy. Just like when a person see's value in a person. They take care of it. Do what they need to do to keep it in good condition. They will make sacrifices that are required of them. If they want to keep the relationship.