Was it real of was it all in my head

Genesis 39:1 And Joseph was brought down to Egypt; and Potiphar, an officer of Pharaoh, captain of the guard, an Egyptian, bought him of the hands of the Ishmeelites, which had brought him down thither.

I wonder if Joseph ever thought when he got sold in to slavery was Gods vision for his life real or was it all in his head. I understand God gave me a vision of something in my life before. It hasnt came to pass!Its not that you dont want to believe yet your circumstance and what God said are two different things. I mean the disciples in Acts watched Jesus ascend to heaven and he didnt come back since then they kept speaking the promises of his return yet he hasnt came back. We still wait for his return for his promise that he will return! Yet when things look bad and they keep getting worst and God doesnt show up and do what he said he would you start to wonder was it real or was it all in my head! Noah waited for rain for years as he built and ark I wonder did he ever wonder what if the rain never comes?What if what I heard wasnt really what I heard? Or what I saw really wasnt what I saw!

This is my Reality 

Genesis 39:19-20
19 And it came to pass, when his master heard the words of his wife, which she spake unto him, saying, After this manner did thy servant to me; that his wrath was kindled.

20 And Joseph's master took him, and put him into the prison, a place where the king's prisoners were bound: and he was there in the prison.
re·al·i·ty 

A thing that is actually experienced or seen,

See Joseph reality wasn't the vision God gave him. Rather it was constant struggle. His reality was slavery and then Jail. Bondage! God told Ezekiel Can these dry bones live. He made him look at a bunch of dry bones he gave him a vision of dry bones and asked if they could live. Well Lord you know is what he replied. Because in all reality they were dead dried up bones. And a vision of them living was not reality but just a vision! As much as God vision for Joseph life was to be leading over his family. He was in jail no where near his family locked away! This is reality! Are you seeing something that im not seeing Lord? Everyday many people wait for Jesus return and in their reality the vision of him returning seems like a different from what he said their reality is far from what he said! 

I dont believe! Lord Help My Unbelief!

Romans 3:3

3 For what if some did not believe? shall their unbelief make the faith of God without effect?

Lord I need help! I need you to help me to believe what you showed me was true. I need it to be more than just a vision on the Alter but Reality. You can tell me all you want that the vision I saw on the alter that night will come true oneday. The vision God put in my head and most of all in my heart. Yet I don't believe it will. You can go ahead and say but Jasmine you have faith for so much. Not this time and will I ever see the glory of God because I don't believe in the vision No. I will believe God for anything else but not this. The pain of even trying to keep believing in something that keeps falling apart is destroying me.. I bet mary and martha believed everyday JEsus would show up as they watched their brother die. The Children of Israel who didn't believe never mad it into the promise land. If I never recieve this promise or see the vision in which God see's for my life I take blame because I don't see the same thing. I don't see dead bones living. I teach faith everyday. Yet even some of the greatest people who walked in faith disbelieved at some point. So really was it real or was it all in my head? lORD I BELIEVE YOUR REAL BUT HELP MY PLACE OF UNBELIEF!

i GUESS ONEDAY We WILL SEE

aCTS 1:9-11

9 And when he had spoken these things, while they beheld, he was taken up; and a cloud received him out of their sight.

10 And while they looked stedfastly toward heaven as he went up, behold, two men stood by them in white apparel;

11 Which also said, Ye men of Galilee, why stand ye gazing up into heaven? this same Jesus, which is taken up from you into heaven, shall so come in like manner as ye have seen him go into heaven.

oNEDAY WE WILL SEE IF IT WAS REAL OR IF IT WAS ALL IN OUR HEAD. wHEN REALITY HITS WHEN JESUS RETURNS. yET UNTIL THEN WE JUST HAVE TO KEEP LIVING LIFE!!! Keep following Jesus plan of life until we see the clouds roll back and the trumpets sound aloud. When Gods vision becomes reality. Joseph had to keep going through life locked up and a slave until it came true. The pain will go away sooner or later and when you get to that place prepared for you. Then you will know if it was real or was it all in your head.